Just
back from another trip to Southern California, this time with my
daughter, Nancy Beth (just Nancy to her friends but Nancy Beth to us to
avoid confusion), for the family/history tour and some art. First we
went to Long Beach, staying Friday and Saturday night at the Westin
Hotel on Ocean Boulevard between Long Beach Boulevard and Elm Street. My
travel agent picked it out and the location turned out to be perfect,
two blocks from the Passport Cafe, where Claudia and I had coffee when
we went in February, and about five blocks from the building where my
family had the naval tailor shop. We wanted to go to the Passport to get
a bite to eat, but it was closed and the intersection cordoned off
because CSI was filming an episode there. How Southern California! We
watched, and walked around looking in the windows of galleries and
antique and craft stores but too tired to go in. We found smoothies and
then took a nap and I swam in the hotel’s heated outdoor pool. Nice.
The
equally large building across the street, where I used to get
boysenberry-orange juices at the juice stand in the beach side, is gone.
Parking lot now. The beach itself is gone. Where it was, there’s a
Border’s and a bunch of chain restaurants, the street ending at a sea
wall but no sea—it’s part of the harbor now, and the water is still. It
was hard to convey to Nancy Beth what it all looked like...the Rainbow
Pier, gone, the Spit-and-Argue Club where my mother spoke on the news of
the day, gone, the municipal auditorium where I saw ballet and
operettas with my grandmother, gone, replaced by a convention center and
a performing arts center.
Nancy
Beth’s camera battery ran out before she could take a picture of the
light standards in front of the convention center, so we went back the
next night. I wanted a latte, so we went into Borders and there I found
the Souvenir Picture Postcard Album of Long Beach, California,
with black-and-white photographs of the beach and Pike and buildings of
my childhood and earlier. Bless you, Mr. Kenneth Larkey. He published
this little book from his own postcard collection and “from the archives
of the Long Beach Heritage Museum” in 1997. I’ll have to look up that
museum next time I go. Anyway, in the book Nancy Beth could see what I
was having such a hard time describing.
This
was the big difference from the Long Beach of 1952. Not the new
buildings and streets or the hemmed-in water, but the large, vocal
gay and lesbian population (whose business district, according to the
paper, we had been walking through that afternoon). I remember my high
school artist-poet-and-musician friend John Kelly using the word
“homosexual” once but I can’t remember ever hearing the word “lesbian”
in those days.
John
Kelly was in French class with me, and he and Dawn Gardner and I were
in the French teacher’s office one day during class supposedly
practicing a skit, but we had found the menu of a French restaurant and
were making up new dishes for it. John’s was the best: Blanched
Fallopian Tubes.
We
looked for sun block at the little store (now Mexican) a block away,
and drove by Poly High School, two blocks away in the other direction. I
was always late to school because it only took a minute to get there.
My mother baked oatmeal cookies with all sorts of nourishing
additives—rice polish, brewer’s yeast—so I could grab breakfast as I
tore out the house.
Sunday
we drove to Pacific Palisades to stay a couple of days with our cousins
Mike and Mo (Mike’s parents, my mother’s brother and sister-in-law,
were in the house that was raided, and I showed Nancy Beth the newspaper
with photos of my mother and Aunt Lil at the trial of the Ku Kluxers).
Nancy Beth hadn’t met these cousins before (if you’re coming in late
here, I gave Nancy Beth up for adoption when she was a baby, and we
found each other through a registry when she was 37). Nancy Beth told me
that Claudia had said Mike and Mo really know how to make visitors feel
welcome, and she found that to be true. We all celebrated Nancy Beth’s
birthday a day early Monday with dinner out, and Tuesday she and I went
to the Getty. We wandered around separately, then compared notes—we both
liked the garden much better than the buildings. Friendly people, good
lunch and good view in the restaurant. Yesterday she flew home to
Seattle and I to Berkeley. Clear weather, so I got to see the show out
the window.
Pelicans circling off the end of the Santa Monica Pier. A couple of seaplanes did the same.
©2008 by Nancy Schimmel